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Last week we observed World Mental Health Day. Many examples that persons used to describe mental health appeared to be mental stress from work. If someone is given a task they do not think that they can do and finish by the deadline, mental stress is the normal result. If they complain and the task is given to others, the stress goes, but so does the opportunity to demonstrate innovative methods.

Mental stress may be a useful part of solving challenging problems. Its causes are known and its duration is temporary. It ends when the problem is solved – or taken away. It is not an illness.

MENTAL ILLNESS.

We are told that the causes of some mental illnesses are unknown – like memory loss. I am convinced that some causes are unknown because we do not want to look for causes. We seem to prefer to let people get sick and then make careers out of: (i) fundraising, (ii) researching elusive cures and (ii) managing institutions that keep mentally ill persons from associating with other people. I have good reasons for reaching these conclusions. One follows.

LOSING MY MIND.

I first noticed my mental decline at the start of 2022. It started with me forgetting things I needed to recall every month, then every week, then every day. It got to the point where I stuck notes on my mirror reminding me to do simple tasks at different times of the day.

I dreaded dementia. While I could still think for myself, I researched what I may have done to get it – and what I could do to get it to leave me. Was it the effort of doing a Doctorate in Engineering that permanently exhausted my brain? Was it how I slept that put too much pressure on my brain? Researching the subject did not help – so I accepted my fate and prepared to retire after my contracts were completed. The decline was becoming so rapid that I contemplated negotiating a room in Jenkins while I still could.

HEAVY METALS.

On 15 December 2022, I read a US Consumer Report article on the high levels of cadmium and lead in dark chocolate on the same day it was published. For several years I had been habitually eating dark chocolate every night before I went to bed. The reported cadmium level in the brand I normally ate was safe, but the lead level was about 1.7 times the maximum allowed in California.

High levels of these heavy metals were associated with memory loss and a host of other ailments. I stopped eating dark chocolate immediately. I also purchased the two brands of dark chocolate I normally ate and took them to the Government Analytical Lab to have them tested for cadmium and lead. I received the results on 13 January 2023.

EATING POISON.

The Cadmium results were safe for one brand and slightly above the maximum allowed in California for the other. However, the lead levels were shocking. In one brand, the lead levels were five times the maximum safe level allowed in California – in the other brand it was a ridiculous TEN TIMES THE MAXIMUM SAFE LEVEL! Why were these poisons being sold in Barbados as food?

I decided to monitor the effects of my abstaining. After eating no dark chocolate for five months, my memory returned to about 90% of what it was before I noticed the decline. I stopped putting notes on my mirror. I was also relieved that Jenkins would not soon be my home. One year later, my mind and memories were almost completely restored.

I hope that the Ministry of Health and Wellness would test the few brands of dark chocolate sold in Barbados and issue the necessary warnings.  Those who want to take the poison (like smoking and alcohol) may, but those who want to be warned should.

Grenville Phillips II is a Doctor of Engineering and a Chartered Structural Engineer. He can be reached at NextParty246@gmail.com


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14 responses to “Finding My Mind”


  1. An interesting view offered by Grenville? Here is another one.

    https://youtu.be/w6bi8_qt6LE


  2. I have heard about the dark chocolate issue. I too have stopped indulging, though I only did so occasionally.

    I hope GP 2 has also stopped substituting coconut water for H2 O.


  3. Blackman: Stop breaching Nutrition Policy

    Minister of Educational Transformation Chad Blackman has sent a warning to private sector entities profiting from products contradicting the Schools Nutrition Policy.

    “We’re not going to tolerate if what you’re promoting or what you’re selling is going counter to the . . . policy. It’s that simple,” he declared yesterday during the Turn It Around motorcade, where young health advocates took their message to the streets.

    They travelled from the Bay Street Esplanade to Bridgetown on a truck decorated with placards stating We Deserve Better, Healthy Children = A Stronger Nation and Save Us! Remove Unhealthy Foods From Our Schools.

    The motorcade, organised by the Barbados Childhood Obesity Prevention Coalition and the Heart & Stroke Foundation of Barbados Inc, stopped at intervals in the capital to allow passers-by to take in the youth-led demonstration calling for stricter enforcement of the nutrition policy.

    Blackman said his ministry will continue to ensure the policy is enforced.

    “There’s no secret that Barbados continues to face significant challenges with respect to the fight against non-communicable diseases,” he said.

    He connected the health initiative to his ministry’s ambitious goal of making Barbados the No. 1 educational system in the world within seven years, stressing that proper nutrition is fundamental to academic success.

    “If we are to achieve that, what we have to do is to ensure that those children, at every chance, particularly in the education space, receive quality nutrition, quality food and drinks that don’t go counter to all of what we’re trying to do,” he said.

    Michron Robinson, youth advocacy officer for the Heart & Stroke Foundation, emphasised the link between nutrition and academic performance.

    “Students can focus better when they’re well fed, when they get in their movement and the exercise, and those elements are listed within our schools nutrition policy,” she said.

    The youth advocates encouraged the public to adopt healthier lifestyles and better diets.

    “When you see youth leading, they’re encouraged, they feel supported, they feel heard. And we, as young people, feel heard in terms of our policymakers,” Robinson said. ( DDS)

    Source: Nation


  4. At last a heartfelt, redemptive, life story, which resonates, has meaning!

    Maybe there is hope yet. That other beliefs and practices long held dear are also continually subjected to these levels of ruthless interrogation, no holes barred!

    Nothing is always true, nothing is always false, somethings are not necessarily true or false, they maybe both.

    Allowing the unvarnished truth to seek flight, whatever it may be.

    And here Pacha was, scrupulously seeking to avoid eye contact with your image and your penmanship this very morn.

    Woe betide!


  5. @ Pacha
    “That other beliefs and practices long held dear are also continually subjected to these levels of ruthless interrogation, no holes barred!”
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Boss…
    Bushie suspects that you are just paranoid about the ABSOLUTE TRUTH that is represented in the Bible, but whose clarity and meaning are restricted to the chosen and the called.

    LOL
    Picture a manual that has been produced for the owners of a special computer, that makes NO SENSE whatsoever to non-owners….
    Instead of cussing the manual, perhaps one should try getting one of the specials…
    ha ha ha


  6. Donna wrote: “I hope GP 2 has also stopped substituting coconut water for H2 O.”.

    I still mainly drink coconut water. I am unaware of any dangers of doing so.


  7. Bushie

    Whose truth?

    This writer’s truth is a knowing that the Bible is replete with lies – from genesis to revelatiins.

    Since you believe the lies, prove them not to be.

    Proof beyond belief. For belief is for fools.


  8. @Grenville October 19, 2025 at 1:17 pm “I still mainly drink coconut water. I am unaware of any dangers of doing so.”

    Perhaps you should switch to plain water. Perhaps you should not have been eating dark chocolate or any chocolate every night either. My old man was nearly 95 when he left this vale of tears and he was fond of saying “too far east is west” In other words do not over indulge. A little bit of whatever is likely good for you, but over indulgence may be the killer.

    Glad that you have been able to “cancel your reservation” at Jenkins.

    Just last week I read somewhere that as little as 2 alcoholic drinks a day increases the risk of dementia especially as we age, so if you are a drinker ease up.

    Giving up the alcoholic drinks also applies to all we over 50 BU’ers


  9. Lead and Cadmium Could Be in Your Dark Chocolate
    https://www.consumerreports.org/health/food-safety/lead-and-cadmium-in-dark-chocolate-a8480295550/
    Consumer Reports, Published December 15, 2022, Updated October 25, 2023


  10. BREAKING NEWS..

    There is nothing wrong with your mind
    except for excessive overthinking worrying
    and some weird views from out in left field
    and absorbing white peoples nonsense like a sponge*
    so don’t blame the dark chocolate traces of contamination
    watch your diet and exercise to live long and avoid the big C

    (*) Here is an anecdotal tale, in jolly old England the origin of the original pirates robbers racist rapist crooked gangsters genocidical murderers white devils were a curse to the human race causing all the world problems still manifesting today, the Prince who was given the title duke of york was a dirty old pedo sex fiend and the Queen, Royal Fambily, Government, Spies and Media covered up his dishonest lying denying big fat ass and blamed the victim girl who spoke out against the establishments crooked ways.

    Ah… Ah… Yaho ! Yaho ! Yaho ! Yahoooo….

    Long ago, and long ago the pirates have their fun, in the burning sun
    Sixteen men, on a dead man chest, yaho ! yaho ! yaho ! And a bottle of rhum !
    All day long in the burning sun. yaho ! yaho ! yaho ! Till the day is done


  11. Any of you willing to go to St. Lucy and drink slightly discoloured pipe water ?

    I listening to Brasstacks.


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